What is wroooong with me? I have had opportunities to do nice and good
things that are nice and good and my brain is like 'now is the time to
be cynical and angry for no reason. Enjoy.' In a place right now of... not poverty, because that implies desperation, but financial discomfort. Will have to go and look for work very soon. When I can afford the petrol to drive to places and apply for jobs.
Which is pretty damn scary. And phoning people and looking up avaliable jobs is proving ridiculously challenging right now. I'm sorry for being so babyish.
Went back to work for a few hours in the afternoon yesterday and today. Lovely to see the babsies again, but I'm still in a state of continually simmering panic. My comfort zone is infinitely too small and stupidly uncomfortable.
Good night folks.
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